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As of Aug 2012, I was pronounced single, after 4 years. It was quite easy to walk away to be honest...as I have surpressed my feelings and endured with everything all this while. And to realized the things that I have done was not fully appreciated and for the fact that I did not receive much in return for all the things I've done for him just makes it even easier for me to make that decision. However, as time goes by, I do realize the emptiness inside me. Now it has been about 3-4 months since that night. And recently so, I was caught by surprise by an unknown person whom mistakenly whatsapp me. Well, at first it was nothing of a big deal, but then reading the text again, suddenly it just came to me of a huge possibility that it's him. Have u ever had the feeling that eventhough you don't know the truth or actual story but somehow you're just so sure of what you feel is correct..? That's how I felt. Up till now it still bothers me. The text and the feeling that I have. And truthfully it hurts...so much. And I kept thinking... Where have I done wrong..? Where have we gone wrong? And why do I have to go through this all by myself? Does he thinks about me? If he does, why is it so easy for him to move on? Are the 4 years meant nothing to him that things can be changed so easily? Then what are the meaning behind all his words and promises during those times? And I kept questioning myself like as if I will get the answers..
Yours Truly♥
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