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Friday, December 28, 2012

As of Aug 2012, I was pronounced single, after 4 years.
It was quite easy to walk away to be honest...as I have surpressed my feelings and endured with everything all this while. And to realized the things that I have done was not fully appreciated and for the fact that I did not receive much in return for all the things I've done for him just makes it even easier for me to make that decision.

However, as time goes by, I do realize the emptiness inside me.
Now it has been about 3-4 months since that night.
And recently so, I was caught by surprise by an unknown person whom mistakenly whatsapp me.
Well, at first it was nothing of a big deal, but then reading the text again, suddenly it just came to me of a huge possibility that it's him.
Have u ever had the feeling that eventhough you don't know the truth or actual story but somehow you're just so sure of what you feel is correct..?
That's how I felt.

Up till now it still bothers me.
The text and the feeling that I have.
And truthfully it hurts...so much.

And I kept thinking...
Where have I done wrong..?
Where have we gone wrong?
And why do I have to go through this all by myself?
Does he thinks about me?
If he does, why is it so easy for him to move on?
Are the 4 years meant nothing to him that things can be changed so easily?
Then what are the meaning behind all his words and promises during those times?


And I kept questioning myself like as if I will get the answers..


Yours Truly♥




A year older every 13.09
An animal lover
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