Monday, March 29, 2010
 This is my kids. I mean my tution kids. The younger one is Sharmin while the ilder one is Naznin. They are such an adorable kids, with their own unique personalities. Sometimes, I tried not to laugh in front of them whenever they make lame but funny remarks. But they can be annoying at times. Well they're just kids, wht do you expect ryt? Anyway, I wish I would follow my sister's footsteps in the future. Actually I wanted to, but I don't know. It's just not something I REALLY enjoyed doing & have a passion for. I prefer to do stuff like filming, shootings or any other kinf od stuff that has got to do with arts. But oh well. It's still too soon to say anything. I'm just able to have dreams.. oh well.
Yours Truly♥
Thursday, March 25, 2010
 Hmm..just gotten my results. It's ok i guess. I took UT4 for T205 & C111. Turns out ok also. Gotten a D+ & C+ respectively..I just hope my D grade wun bring down my GPA points.. oh crap. I soo hate this feeling. :(
Yours Truly♥
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
  Urgh. Isnt it gorgeous!? Damn. I sooo want to own these dresses. Money paid & transferred. But that stoopid ModAttic Facebook is giving me problems! It's the 2nd time they cancelled my orders. First is about the dresses I want is not in stock, now they say they're cancelling the orders because quantity of orders to little.! WT*!$!@$!! URRGGHH! dumbshit. Nab**Ci!!! boohoo. :( I want these dress,............ I hope they can help me get em.. I want both of em'... :((
Yours Truly♥
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
  Yeayy! I've installed the newer version of Windows to my laptop. But it took such a long tym for it to b installed. Hmm. Anyway, all thanks to my dearest friend, fiza, who accompnied me thruout the day. Oh. Btw, I met my secondary school teachers ystdy in my school. There was Mr Tan K S, Mr Shanmugam, Mrs Ram & this another chinese male teacher, i forgot the name. What a suprise! They were having this talk or workshop in RP. Oh I miss Mr Shanmugam.. Him & his "opening speech" at every starting of the Chemistry lesson. Anyway, I'm planning to stay home & company my mum, she's sick, having fever. :( I think it's the season of people being sick I think. My mum, fiza, my dad's friend, my sister's friend, all a sick, down with fever and all. hmm. I'm glad I'm not. Though, I am sickly sometimes.. Oh well.
On a random note. I'm going to b missing Ben&Jerry's ice-cream today. *sob-sob* :(
P.S I wish things hadn't been this way...to be honest, I didnt knew where I went wrong, but I would gladly give in for the sake of our relationship. Love you dear..
Yours Truly♥
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
 My weekend was a blast. I met with pri school mates for a bbq and we talked & chit-chatted as we flashback-ed the swit memories in primary school. It was fun catching up with them. All of my friends had changed in their appearance, well that's usual. And also to joke around with them. It was good fun! Me & bf also had a wonderful time aft that. It was a great day to celebrate our 16th Mth. Wanna do again some day baby? :)
Yours Truly♥
Monday, March 08, 2010
 Hey dear, this post is just for you. I just wanna say that I hope we could get through this together. After more than a year together, I believe we would be able to think through things more maturely together, as a couple. I admit that both of us has our own things to do, and I admit that sometimes I would get carried away with things. I actually don't meant to think of all the negative thoughts about you. I just love you too much baby, and I really don't want to lose you. Well, I admit, that was very silly and childish of me. I know. But baby, just give me some time alright. And I promise you, as I time goes by, I will be able to get used to things and we will get throught this. I promise. I love you, with all my heart my dear. *hugs*
Yours Truly♥
Thursday, March 04, 2010
 Jordan Vs Singapore(2) (1) Wednesday, 3rd March 2010, 11.55PM
Oh man...what is going to happen to Singapore's football spirit..?? Watched football in the middle of the night last night and I was damn dissapointed with Singapore's team man.. Lately I don't feel that football spirit in Singaporeans anymore.. Well I guess maybe it's because Singapore not majoring in football that gives Singapore a disadvantage in this field. Oh well. I just hope Singapore's team would bring up that Singapore spirit once more, somehow, someday..cuz I really would want to see Singapore gaining it's recognition of it's success and advancement worldwide.. oh well. I just wish all the best for Singapore's team. My support is always for them, though they might suck a lil bit. x)
Yours Truly♥
Tuesday, March 02, 2010
 Yesterday, watched "My Name Is KHAN" with sister. The movie is very sad. I cried a lot as I was really feeling the movie. It's really an emotional and sad movie.. :'( Some would say the movie is a bit ridiculous, well that's for those who thinks skeptically. But I think it's a good movie that shows how love could unite people of different backgrounds and religion together, and how it could move people who are always being selfish and self-centered. It's definitely worth the money to watch this show. I think I'm gonna watch it again with bf. :)
*On a random note, this marks my 100th post. My blog is officially a Century Old. lol. x)*
Yours Truly♥
Monday, March 01, 2010
  I know I shouldn’t feel this way. I should actually be grateful to have such a wonderful guy in my life, who really loves me for who I am, and accepting all my flaws, my childishness, my craziness, & all of my other negative behaviour. Well, easy to say, I may not be the perfect girl with all the “criteria’s” that he’s looking for, but he just accepts me for who I am. I’m feeling really bad for feeling this way towards him. Others would say I think too much. It is partly true, but on the whole of it, I’m just INSECURE. The past is still haunting me. I need a closure. But don’t know where to begin. I’m just clueless of my helplessness in my insecurities. I don’t know what else to do other than to blog about my thoughts about this problem which I have been having since the moment SHE came into mine and our life. I really don’t want this to be a problem for US in the future. But if only I know the way to get rid of this feeling, I will do it no matter what it takes. Right now I’m just waiting to get over with this feeling. I just hope that I and WE would be strong enough not to let this be an obstacle in our relationship.
The truth is, sayang, no matter how much I love and care for you and willing to do anything for you, but when it comes to this, I’m really helpless and do not know what else to do to make things better. I too do not want this to become part of a problem for US in the future. I just hope you could understand my helplessness sayang. And hope that somehow you could lend me a helping hand in order for me to fight these insecurities. I really do love you truly madly deeply my dear, and wish to last long with you till the end.
Yours Truly♥
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