This is one thing which I will remember & will never forgive myself. My carelessness has caused me a lifetime of commitment which will torment me every single day. An endurant which I have to suffer in silence and no condolence would take that pain away. It is me who will feel it all. And it is me who will go through it all over again.|
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Yours Truly♥
 Things has been really hard for me for the past couple of days. Somehow I feel like i'm a capable handicapped who can still moves, and walks by themself. It's kindda ironic for me, but I miss my class and school and lessons. I've been missing out A LOT of things. And it's just two weeks since school starts, and I've already missed out lessons. oh jeez. Well, the thing is I've been really sick. And it's not like I'll be ok after a few more days, cuz my illness is so unstable. And I can be feeling very well on one day, and the next day, I'll be on my bed the whole day stuffing in drugs into my stomach. Oh god. I just hope I would be ok by Monday. I really wanna go school, and I do have some important things to do after that. *sigh*
Yours Truly♥
  I just came back from celebrating my sayangs b'day. I made a card for him and it was actually a last minute thing. hahah. Sorry syg. U didnt know bout tht. heehe. Anyways, today we just had a simple lunch cum dinner at tpy hub; fork & spoon. Then we headed to yishun for our movie! The Ugly Truth. It was really a damn hilarious movie. I noticed something when I watched it just now. Some scenes when there was humour, which some typical Singaporeans arent really sure or aware of, was not even laughing. I can really hear myself burst out laughing out loud in the theatre. Felt kindda paiseh at the moment. But, what the hell. haaahaa. So yeah. I guess Americans just talk too fast that some S'poreans arent tht fast engh to gt wht they were saying.. oh well. But we really had some fun just now. ^ v ^
Yours Truly♥
 It has now came to almost a week after school reopens and being in a whole new environment with unfamiliar faces. I didn't manage to start off well and adapting to the new environment at first. I was home sick! haaha. Meaning to say that I was missing my family, E36M mates and my bf very badly. I wanted to be around people whom I've known and are comfortable with. Not with people whom I know nuts about. I had no motivation to come to school early like I used to. Though I managed to get along with my new mates, it just didnt feel right. My presentation is improving, however, it improved without the presence of my E36M mates. haix. It felt really sucky. I almost feel like I had no hope in the class.Today marks the 4th day in E35C. Things in class has went much better now. I don't really feel awkward whenever I wanna make stoopid jokes or lame remarks. I managed to get along very well with a couple of my mates. I wanna redo all of the daily routines that I used to be doing with my new mates, but unfortunately, things doesnt always goes the way we want it to be. I just hope I could foster a good and healthy relationship with all of my new mates in the future, and hopefully, they might just be as lively and crazy as my previous beloved classmates.
Yours Truly♥
 I was overwhelmed with a mixed emotions. I just finished my "installation" of CS4 in RP. It took me 5 hrs to get my "installation" done. And it just turned out that my "installation" wasnt really installed in my laptop after all. haix. I was damn dissapointed. The moment I open the screen and saw this one word, my heart alr started to teared up. I could just feel it. My eyes were alr watery but i managed not to tear. Just all in the heart babeh. oh well. I have to come back again tmr for my installation, again. Anyone wanna company me?? :( *sob2* Anyway, I just checked my class & i was really relieved when I saw one of my previous classmate would be in the same class as me. yeaayy!! Well, just hope semester 2 will be as "fun" as the first one. hahah. ;)
Yours Truly♥
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