Oh god. Just got my results a few days ago. And it's coming to an end of the school holidays now..which means school will reopens very very soon. I'm kindda anxious, a lil bit of excited and some part of it is nervous & scared. I hope Semester 2 will be much better than the first one.
Well, my results aren't quite bad. At least didn't failed any.. Just a lil worried about my GPA points. Things will get a lil tougher later though, as I go on to my 2nd & final year.. If my points are as bad now, wonder how bad will my points be later.. oh jeez..hopefully things will get better..who knows miracle happens and I'll finally have the motivation and urge to work very hard to get good points so that I can get into Uni later..haix. Just hope it will all work out just fine..
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 I'm awake right now cuz I can't sleep. Just need a way to express how I feel right now and be sleepy slowly as I type.. Sayang, I knew it's hard for us. Esp when we had planned smthg bt it didnt go as planned. It really sucks to be in this position and feeling this way. I know you got no choice. I just hope that the next time, you will find all the information that you can get before making the right decision. Now, tonight, I 'll just have to get over it as soon as possible. We can be as unhappy as we want to, and venge our anger however we want to, but we know it won't make any difference to it. We do it to venge our anger & unhappiness, sighing and dissapointment is all that we can do and feel. Cuz there's just no other choice and I'm clearly aware of that. Just wish time will pass fast as I really can't take it. It's really torturing. *sigh* P.S I love you
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1st Day Raya          2nd Day Raya            The End :)
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   During this Ramadhan, I would like to wish all my non-Muslim readers a Happy Hari Raya, and specially for my Muslim readers,Selamat Menyambut Lebaran ini dengan penuh keinsafan dan kemaafan. Semoga lebaran ini lebih bermakna di samping orang yg dikasihi. Selamat Hari Raya. Maaf Zahir & Batin. As a human being, I know I've done a lot mistakes to everyone. I may not be perfect but I'll try my very best to be perfect; to be there and please the people around me, esp my loved ones, as I don't intend to hurt anyone's feelings. Many sorrys or forgiveness will not do any good if it does not give any impact to anybody. Therefore the only thing that I'll ask from you is to just give me a chance to improvise myself as I'm not a perfect human but just a human that needed a chance to be perfect.
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     Went out with my classmate to break fast together. Planned out to go out all 7 of us, bt in the end only 4 of us able to make it. Aft meal we headed our separate ways cuz each of us are heading different destinations, bt it was fun though. We made jokes along the way and laughed the way through. Gonna miss them real bad as school is reopening really soon, which means, new classmates, new facilitators, new environment. oh well. Guess i'll just have to adjust to it again.On a random note: I so ♥ my new blog song!!
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    Without me realising it, my words does can be a lil hurtful towards u sometimes. Maybe it's because Virgo is known to be harsh and critical. oh well. Things between us are much better now. I've never imagined we could be so fierce with each other. Haha! But in the end, it all comes to one conclusion, that is we both love each other and despite our differences, it became our relationship and feelings stronger for each other.
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hmmmm.. finally. made contact with him just now. AT LAST! well, i was the one who gave him the message first, with the help of FATIN HANANI. sayang kamu! hehehe. anyway, i gave in, again, and messaged him. Then called him, from his voice i know he was missing me a lot. since, we're nt meeting today n tmr, due to my tution lessons. too bad sayang.. u would need to wait till friday night to meet me. ;) anyway, just reached hm, was out fr a time being cuz i got no key. so poor dad who was supposed to go to Clementi rushed home just to unlock the gate for me.. awwwhhh..that's so sweet ryt? hmm..i love my parents. oh. not forgetting my sis too. hee. okay, i shall not post a lot since i nid to b ready by 645 to go fr my tution lesson. Adios! :)
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first of all. this post is gonna be effing boring. so if u're bored & simply blog-hopping & hoping fr smthhg interesting, u jst went in to the wrng blog! oh well. just had an argument with him last nyt. urrggh! i just hate it whenever i planned and hoped fr smthg to go on smoothly, thr must always b this tiny thng tht will spoil EVRYTHNG! well, it's my fault at the first place. i'm just the gundu one. dammit! shudnt have done tht stupid thing. but i gave in and apologize cuz i knw whn i'm in the wrong, well sometimes. but thr is no rsn fr him to b hitting me bck by being soo heartless. *sigh* now he's jst gonna take his own sweet tym to give me a call once he's cool and calm down.. UURGGHH. i waited for u the whole night hoping tht u might jst give me some simple goodnyt msg, or if not at the very least u could do is to give me a msg early in the morn b4 u go to work lyk u always do. bt no, u did none of tht. i cried myself to sleep cuz i was hoping u wud put aside ur ego n give me a simple goodnyt msg. hw could u jst say those 5 words to me, when i'm lyk trying my best to make up with u aft wt i've said to u. y cant u jst let go of ur ego fr once. u knw wt i'm gng thru ryt nw, n u still can jst heck care n take the night "off" n call me bck the nxt day.? URRGGHHH! sometimes LOVE cn make a fool out of people and make themselves look pathetic! well, dun tell me tht u've nvr done smthg stoopid & pathetic fr the ones u love, or force urself & do evrythng u cud & make urself look so pathetic, jst to make sure tht ur loved ones are happy and the two of u will b happy tghr. dammit. sometimes i just hate this word, LOVE. it can really make a psn as foolish as they can b w/o even think of the consequences. well even if they did think of it, they will try to be as ignorant so tht it wun ruin their relationship.! but on the other hand, LOVE is simply beautiful. it really is. once u've experienced it urself and be in tht position to tell the whole world of how fascinating it is to love and be in love with ur dear one, then u will knw wt it feels like. some people may think that LOVE is just merely two people become so fond of each other tht they jst carn engh of one another. talk & txt-ing them all day w/o even getting bored. well, tht's the beautiful part of it. but one may nt knw tht LOVE is also like a bond where two people learn to accept, give & take, be forgiving and appreciative of wtevr tht they have. LOVE makes the world go round. sometimes it doesnt always involve two ppl, it may involve the people around u like ur parents, relatives, even pets. LOVE can be defined in various ways. but to me, LOVE is about acceptance of other people's flaws & shortcomings, it's about forgiving when one makes a mistake and give & take with one another, other than that, then comes all the wonderful happy times shared, all the ups & downs tht they need to go thru with each other to make the relationship work rather than dumping it like waste in a rubbishbin, wasted. making a rltnshp work by going thru all the tough times simply makes the bond even stronger. well, i've taked too much now. think i'll stop till here. i'm just hoping fr tht person to call a.s.a.p as he do nt knw tht he will b wanting me real bad cuz he dnt knw wht he'll gonna go thru fr tdy n tmr. :/
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My 18th Birthday Celebration! 13.09.08 Location: Outside House.   .jpg) .jpg) Present from My Sayang :) Present from Mommy & Sis  14.09.08 Location: Sakura Orchard Present from Daddy (Pink Sweater)  The "September Baby" girls.. :)                 The End :)
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