Yesterday, I had a day out with my beloved hubby. We went to Vivo and then Sentosa. Didnt really had an idea of where to go actually cuz we're tryin to cut down on our expenses. We literally took the Red Line Bus on impulse just bcuz we had no idea of whr to go & planned to just alight on impulse as well. We alight at this Palawan beach bus stop which was located at the far East, so we had to walk all the way to the Beach Station. Along the way we got to see this verry beautiful peacock & I managed to take a close up picture of it. Heh! Then, planned to catch Songs Of The Seas at 7.30pm, but it was fully booked. So headed to Vivo again and we had our dinner, at Thai Express. Gotta tell you, the soup that they serve is soo deceiving! I almost teared while tasting the soup.. =_= Hah.
Arrived home b4 11. Received a call from Daddy and literally got a good scolding from him cuz I was home late. Haix. By right i reached home b4 11, 1030 to be exact. Then, the message that really hit me.. Many thoughts running through my mind during dt time. But I dun dare to raise it out to them.. -_- Let it just pass by my memories.. And let time decides it all. Meanwhile the both of us will try to take this as a stepping stone and not an obstacle in our relationship as we want this thing to work between us with whatever it takes.
I don't understand why u still don't gt it. It breaks my heart to realise the truth and it kills a part of me whenever I think about it back. Why can't u jst fake things for my sake? Sometimes I wonder if it's a mistake for me to even being chosen for this at the first place.
Yours Truly♥
Friday, June 12, 2009
(1st time showcase) (2nd time showcase) i screwed up a lil in this video...damn it.. My showcase video at Bootcamp. Enjoy! [try and spot me... ;)]
Yours Truly♥
12/06/09 Yesterday I just received a good news, that I 've made it through the 2nd audition a.k.a bootcamp. I was so filled with excitement that I nearly teared. It was about around 9-10pm when I got to know bout this. I was soo excited to spread the news to my beloved people cuz i was very happy about it. It gave me a sense of accomplishment and success that I've never had and felt in my life before. But at the same time, though all of the excitement and joy, I was quite disheartened by the timing schedule of the practices. It takes 3 days of the week for all of the practices, and there's this possibility that I may get drifted away with all the practices or I may not spend enough time for the people around me. I'm gonna try my very best to make the people around me happy, I just wanna make them proud of me, cuz I've work so hard for this success which I've finally got it. All I want is to make them proud and be happy for me. And if I'm not able to manage it I just hope they will help me and remind me of my wrongdoings, if that's not much to ask for. I'm not really looking forward for the re-opening of the school this cumin monday. But I'm just hoping for the best. [i'm gonna post the video of my showcase, hope u guys wud enjoy it. :)]
Yours Truly♥
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
10/06/09 It's gonna be officially 7 mths of our relationship this saturday but it doesnt seemed that we gonna be celebrating it together happy-happily, cuz we need to do some adjustments with our schedule as we have our own things to do. Things has been kindda ok lately. Little arguements every now and then, but sooner or later we're back lyk normal, or sometimes a lil *ding-dong!* haha. I guess we're now trying to adjust with things and somehow or rather we just go-with-the-flow. Sometimes it's hard, but sometimes we didn't even realised that it's been a few days that we'd not seen each other. Hubby has been such a sweetheart to make a short video of our pictures and our memories, together with a song. Gonna upload it for u readers to enjoy, it's so sweet till i nearly teared when I first saw it. It's such a blessing to have him in my life. Love him loads!
Yours Truly♥
Monday, June 08, 2009
Just came back from my Boot Camp. Gosh! Had a damn good fun yaw! haha. Went to RP with syu but sadly we cudnt be in the same group. :( oh well. So we played a few games before we get down to the training sessions. And a group name is The Funk! babeh!! I soo loove my group despite i felt homesick all of a sudden at the first day, haha. And our showcase was ok, cuz well, i screwed up on the 2nd time showcasing. damnit man. haix." but thank god i continued.." that was wat my student leader told me.. The camp was cool. We made a suprising discovery that actually one of my team mate was some sort of a spy to the hiphop IG. LOL-ness. They are being hired as a spy to coach us during the 1 1/2 day of camp andto see our progress. How cool is that!!? nyahahax. Felt that lil tiny feeling of being cheated to be honest. But oh well. That is to spice things up in the camp yea. Cool cool. I hope i cud be a spy nxt yr in the next boot camp, if i cud make the cut! ;)
So now i'm at home having cramps all over my body.. somehow i felt like some disabled person. I cudnt climb up or walk down the stairs. My thighs will be screaming for help, or was it me who was screaming for help wnevr i climb up n down the stairs. hah! And I cudnt even bend down, my bck will be so cramp till i nid to bend down lyk an 80 yr old woman! I shud put some massage oil and have more rest.. ohh please please rain..dn i cn have a gooood rest while my muscles's taking a break...*prayhard* :l
Yours Truly♥
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A year older every 13.09
An animal lover KPOP fanatic!
Beautiful peacock isn't it?
The greatness of being in LOVE! :)
Enjoying the meal huh..? yumm yumm..
This dessert is DELISH!
