26/04/09
This thing that i just took is mostly true. I was amazed when I read my results. Thank You FatinHanani anak Hambali. :)
" You are longing for some love and affection at this time - not that you have been deprived of tender loving care - but there are times when everyone needs to try something new or to go 'somewhere' else to perhaps experience that little extra 'understanding'.
You are totally dissatisfied with your present situation. Matters are not going right for you and you are seeking a means of escape. Your mental state of mind necessitates that you need to change your thinking patterns. Remember, if one particular modus operandi doesn't seem to work, then try something different.
All the problems that you have been experiencing of late seem to have become a part of your life and there is little that can be done to change the situation. Your emotions run high - but even though you feel as if at times you are about to burst this situation will pass. Try to release your pent-up emotions by participating in some extra physical activities like running, swimming, whatever. There must be some favourite pastime, not necessarily strenuous, that can help you to relax.
All of the stress and strains resulting from disappointment have led to agitation and anxiety. You have been going out of your way to make a good impression, but you have reservations as to the likelihood of succeeding. You feel that you have a right to accomplish all that you set your mind on but you have become helpless and distressed when circumstances have gone against you. The idea of failure is most upsetting and this can even mean utter dejection. You see yourself as a scapegoat and you feel everyone in your sphere of influence has tried to take undue advantage of you. You are trying to convince yourself that your failure to achieve standing and recognition is not of your making but indeed of those around you.
Sometimes one fears that its not worth formulating new ideas and projects because whatever you seem to have done in the past has never worked out and you are tired of, as they say, banging your head against a brick wall. No one seems to care. So now you are trying to get away from it all by withdrawing into a 'fantasy land' but unfortunately 'fantasy land' is just that and sooner or later you will have to return to reality so why delay the inevitable? When you do return, you will find that the situation is not as tough as perhaps you thought it was. "
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Yours Truly♥
25/04/09 It's almost a week since I 've started my school. Felt jst lyk the good-old-days when I hve to wake up evry morn with those SHAGGD FACE, walking lyk some zombie thruout the journey to school.. Kindda miss those times tht I've had during secondary school time. Now it's all way different. It's the total OPPOSITE. No more relying on teachers regarding school work, and no more so-called "I-DUN-FRIEND-YOU" kindda game. I'm all independent now, I hve to rely on myself and to think more maturedly cuz I'm not a kid any longer. I've stepped into reality where things won't be as easy and as beautiful as we all thought when we were all just a little kid with those fairytale-imagination. But things will get better sooner or later, it's just a matter of time which we had to faced through. Anyway, my experience during the first few days of school was a blast! I just looovee my classmates! They are lyk a bunch of crazy-hyper people on the loose! The moment it's break time, the class just immediately turned into a zoo-circus! haha. But they are good friends who cared bout each other. I've made a few close friends in RP but still, my long-time-close-friends that I've made in secondary school never change. I hope it wun change, cuz I don't want to, but u nvr know wat wud hppn in the future,..so yea. Life in RP is lyk a whole new experience for me, cuz the learning system is way way different from secondary school, we were being spoon-fed for whatever task that was being given, but nt in RP. I'm still trying to adjust with the PBL system. I'm struggling but I can handle it. Hopefully this time, I would get something useful to learn before I enter the REAL world where I will have my own career and build my own future and to stand on one feet.
Yours Truly♥
12.04.09  Just now i had a time of my life! Me and hubby spent the day together at Sentosa. I was glad that we finally had the chance to go out, have fun and let the time pass by as we spent the time together. It was fun, the both of us were very excited to the idea of spending the day together after a few weeks past that we were not able to have a good outing together. I could still recall his reaction when i first saw him. The excitement in him blew me away and that made me realised that he was really looking forward to it. And i was glad that the day turned out to be a wonderful day in the end.Twins No. 1  Twins No. 2  We had our lunch cum breakfast at LJS Vivocity, supposedly to be at Lot1 but dearly cute-gendengz couple decided to not "waste time". So ended up, they were famished by the time they arrived at Vivocity..haha. After meal we walked around vivo a little before heading to Sentosa. Arrived at this Pet Shop at Vivo and the animals there are soooo adorable. I truly adored this Shih Tzu puppy. Oh my god. Somehow i wished i could breed a dog. *sigh* Oh well. There's always a reason for everything.. Anyway, at Sentosa we had the time of our life there, talking and sharing good times with each other is good fun. We tried this thing called the Segway, if you watchd Mall Cop you'll know how it lookd like. It looks fun and easy. But the moment u stepped on it u wud wish u never did! I screamed evrytime if i'd gone too fast or that thing had gone backwards by itself. And my dear boyfriend over there was behind me happily laughing at me as i was like gonna faint anytime soon! Can take video of me some more, instead of helping..and he was soo happily zoom-zooming riding that thing, nk step fast and furious konon.. Hmph! But it was all good fun though i had the SCARIEST MOMENT OF MY LIFE! *sigh* How i wished we could do this everyday.. (HAHA. dream on.. :P) But there's always the memories that we could hang on to. Left Sentosa about 8.15 PM and home sweet home about 10.30 PM. :)
Yours Truly♥
07.04.09 hey friends! i just updated my clothing's blog. Do check it out yea? You might find something that interest you. :)
Yours Truly♥
06.04.09  Yesterday was a blast! Though encountered some problems along the way.. "/ Me & family went to Vivo to watch movie. Mann...there was whole lot of people there... Bt before that, went to jemputan (as usual) and then visit my Atuk at Marine Parade. Gosh i miss him. He was soo happy to see us. I was touched when i saw his reaction the moment he sees us at the front door. Aaawwww... Anyway the movie starts at 4 plus. Arrived at Vivo arnd 315. So, headed to Ben & Jerry's. Ordered Double Choc Brownie, it think.YUMMMYY! :) Soon, it's 1 kg UP! heh. Bt i'm still slim no matter wat, i just don't why. heh. :) The movie was fantastic! It's definitely worth your money if you were to go on the weekends. Yeap. I highly recommend to all you people who's reading this right now to watch the show.It's another wonderful day spend with my wonderful people.   
Yours Truly♥
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