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Thursday, January 29, 2009

I was bored at home, so thot of downloading sum songs to keep myself occupied. Happened to came across to this song "Lost Without You" by Delta Goodrem. Felt in "Love At First Sight" with this song the mmt i listend to it's rythem&lyrics. It explains perfectly wt i've been feeling & gone thru fr the past few days. I'd post it's lyrics. So readers, enjoy!

Delta Goodrem Lost Without you Lyrics:

I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes
You might say a little righteous and too proud
I just want to find a way to compromise
Cos I believe that we can work things out

I thought I had all the answers never giving in
But baby since you've gone
I admit that I was wrong

(Chorus)
All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye
Don't know what I'd do ...
I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day
I'm lost without you

How am I ever gonna get rid of these blues
Baby I'm so lonely all the time
Everywhere I go I get so confused
You're the only thing that's on my mind

On my bed so cold at night and I miss you more each day
Only you can make it right no I'm not too proud to say

(Chorus)
All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye
Don't know what I'd do ...
I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day, I'm lost without you

If I could only hold you now and make the pain just go away
Can't stop the tears from rolling down my face
Oh

All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye
Don't know what I'd do ...
I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day but all I found is I'm lost without your love
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
Oh
I'm lost without you

Yours Truly♥

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

24.01.09

Jst came bck frm my dad's bbq gathering wit his colleagues at Sembawang Park. Playd a bit of games during nyt tym & really had a lot of fun with em'.

And guess wrt. Fitri Rindiana is bck! Gosshh i missed her to the max!! She's a good girl now. And have learnd to talk & pronounce words & answr us when we askd qns like "dah mkn?" or "fitri tgh mkn aper?" And she'll jst jolly well answrd us,..I was quite suprised at first bt i'm glad dt she've startd to learn & undstd the ways of speaking. Think she'll b brght hm by tue noon. I'm so gonna miss her. :(

25.01.09
Celebrated CNY with family & relatives. In the aftn went to my Mak Nyai hse, had a family gathering & mkn2. My aunt brought one of my fav dish. Black Pepper Prawn. Yummmm yuumm! I made abit of cooking fr the black pepper prawn, thank god i didnt burn down the kitchen! haha. Arnd evng went to East Coast, planned to go fishing, bt the jetty was under construction if i wasnt wrng. Ended up we settled down at one spot & relax while eating BBQ Chicken Wingsss.

28.01.09

Awake arnd 4 in the morn. And i carn sleep. My eyes wun shut & my mind aren't at ease. I kept thinking of her msgs & how it hurts reading it. I dun udstd the way she speaks & her intention of doing all this. Bt wt i knw is, she's trying to "play God" with US. I'm nt threaten by her & wt she does. Cuz i knw dt He is the one who plannd evrythg fr us, no matter hw hard we try to make it our way. I'm in a battle with my own feelings & insecurities. I jst hope dt a gud thing wud came out, outta all of this.

Some ppl have askd me, "Wt is it with him & the two of u...wt is so special bout him anyway.." Well, to b hnst i hav no answr to it. Cuz i dun really care bout his Have's & Don't Have's. Evryone have their own history & black mark in their life. And i jst dun give a damn bout all thos crap, wt i cared bout is the present & to think bout the future. It's really hard fr me to b hnst, cuz i have to accept the fact dt i'm in a Love Triangle, & to accept dt she's still in contact. No matter wt i wun bck off & b threaten by sum crazy-@$$-b!$%$! & will fight fr wt is mine!

P.S My apology for any crude remarks & vulgarities used in this content.

Yours Truly♥

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Done with JAE Application, it's time for me to find a part-time job with a basic salary. Family has been bugging me to find a part-time job so dt i wud have my own income, since i have nt yt rcve any commission frm my current job. I've been heating my butts off since morn as i have been applying for various part-time jobs & sending in my resume to various companies via e-mail. urgghh. Now just waiting fr sum reply at least 1 of them to give me a job. *damn!* Rot at home, watch tv, surf net, this boredom is killing me!! *sigh* I wish i'm nt so lazy to do some new-interesting-exciting activities so dt i cud past time more efficient & effectively instead of sit at home, watch tv & surf net, old-boring kindda routine dt is really superrr-damn-freaking-irritatingly boring! Anything needs money nowadays! Without money we cn die out of boredom & starvation! true? Wish i was born with a silver spoon sometimes. But wat to do... Life is no easy. *sigh* Anyways, before i forget, i wish all my chinese friends a Happy Chinese New Year! Gong Xi Fa Cai!! cheyyy, org melayu nk step cine-celop mane je ntah... hehehehe. :)

Yours Truly♥

Monday, January 19, 2009

Wahh. It’s been long since i last updated my blog. Sorry to my friends & to whoever who’s been keeping updated with my blog. Been kindda busy lately with work & other stuff. So here’s a brief summary of wat i’ve been onto for the past few days. Just dun fall asleep while reading yar? :)

13.01.09

2 mth Anny with DARLA!! :) Went to town wit him. Planned to watched movie at Cineleisure but didnt happened, all the movies were kindda boring i must say..then we walked all the way to PS just to get an AXS machine to book our movie ticket. lol. Watched "Yes Man" at Junction 8 & laughd the crap outta myself. :) Though it's been released for quite some time & i only got to watch it now, it doesnt really matter cuz i really enjoyed myself with my dearest most beloved DARLA. :) Afta which we headed home. Ohh. I think i missed out one part which smthg hppnd to me at Cineleisure. We bought two munchy donuts. *YUMMMYYY!!* But apparently we weren't enjoying those tasty chocolaty donuts, instead we were playin arnd & guess wt..my skirt ended up the one who got all the yummy chocolate toppings! *yesss-aahh* LOL. He then bought me 2 cute dresses which i really love alot! haha. gerek or watt! :)

14.01.09

Went to Chinese Garden to see the Live Turtles with fiza,. Wahh..damn hot lah dt time. Cuz kite punye lah pandai, pegi tmpt tu time ptg-ptg. *shakehead* dol binte selenger btol laah kiterr. hee. Anyway, i video recorded our journey there all the way. Didnt even think bout taking pics with those cute "little" tortoises and turtles. so not much of pictures to upload.. At the end of the day we did had tons of fun, together with the tortoises. :)

18.01.08

Went to jemputan for my father's budak NS's wedding. The place was at Kembangan. wahhhh. super nice lah the pelamin!!! hahaha. Actlly wn i first got there, felt a lil awkward & out of place though. Cuz the people there were mostly non-malays. And they're were lyk those indian-punjab kindda blood. And when we talk bout indian-punjab, u cn just imagine how fab&luxurious the pelamin wud look lyk. All the ladies & gentlemen were all looking gorgeous! Felt a lil envious of those girls though,..haha. cuz i dun have their fair skins & pretty long-lookin noses. LOL. xp. oh. And the food was DE-LISH!! *yUMMmyy!!* :)

19.01.08

Went to RP to send in my O lvl & CCA results for my DAE Application & went to NYP to send in fiza's. Aft which we headed to Cswy Pt to buy donuts & then to YT to lepak2 at this pondok place nearby all the factories. We chit-chat & shared stories. Ended up we're lyk making the place like mak-bapak kite yg punye tmpt... haha. LOL. x)

The Video. ENJOY! :)

The Chocolate Incident.!

Yours Truly♥

Monday, January 05, 2009

woww. It's Jan 2009! kelip-kelip dah 2009 ehh.... It's gonna be a busy & an important mth for me. I've wrote down some 2009 Resolutions dt i hope i wud stick on till end of tiz yr. Cuz i tend nt to fulfill my targets & accomplished all of my resolutions by the end of the year.haha.So, Jan 2009 i hope i wud be a Marketing Executive by the end of January & a Marketing Manager by the end of March. And hopefully a Business Manager by the end of the summer. Just praying hard that things wud go smoothly or if not things wud gt done according to the dateline i've set.

Anyway, this yr, i mean last yr 2008 i countdown with my dearest DARLA, for the first time ever i countdown wit someone otha than my family. pathetic seyyy. hahaha. :)) Though we cudnt catch the firework frm the start till the end, we enjoyd ourselves to the fullest. The fireworks was not a matter to us actually, cuz we just wanna spend the start of 2009 together, just the two of us.

Before the countdown i met my colleague & headed to Costa Sands @ Pasir Ris for a bbq organised by my workplace. Goshh..i really felt soo awkward there. Cuz i dun really knw much of the ppl there. And wen we arrived ppl were looking at us like as if we're some kind of alien just arrived from Mars like dt..haha. But seriously, they were looking at us like they wanna eat us like dt u knw.... ishhk.

I told DARLA dt we will be leaving the place arnd 2300 plus bt we ended up leaving the place arnd 2330. So dt's y lah we cudnt catch the fireworks on time. I was saying to myself like *S***! we shudnt have been to the bbq. Now, we cudnt catch the fireworks on tym. urggghhh* haha. Anyway, arrived at City Hall arnd 2401. haha. can u believe it? haha. Most of em were like running up the escalator to catch the fireworks..but the were a couple fo em who were just strolling & walking slow&steady, for example; us. haha. Yeah, dre so A LOT of ppl..like the past yrs, thousands of ppl walking on the sidewalk like ants from far, ppl playing with spray-foam (did i say it correctly?) & police at the road-side on standby..

Yea, so rchd hometown area arnd 0300. Hadd supper & home-sweet-home at 0430. :)

Yours Truly♥

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